this interview always makes me want to make a music video. this video always makes me feel like maybe we’re all doing something we really love and you’ll always compare yourself to everyone else, until you’re not doing it anymore. but what you’re doing right now is maybe some of the best things you’re going to do, until you start another adventure.
this makes me feel good
There’s actually a select few amazing ppl I’ve met in the past year that I can’t think of life without them. The next few posts I will endeavor to not be so bummed on everything.
lol part of my problem is that within all of the legitimate and meaningful considerations about this decision i have so many thoughts that don’t really make sense. like leftover teenage liberation handbook feelings/vague shame that i am not like, too busy building cob houses or doing…
Noah wrote: “
it’s also really hard for me to think about the future/jobs i want/how to ethically exist within the current world without ultimately concluding that i should probably just kill myself.”
I feel like this all the time, like A L L T H E T I M E . Feels like moving in slow motion all the time and not being able to focus when you need to and all of us are just getting older or giving up. This is a really depressing post, but also true. I try to focus on things and people that make me happy, but it’s also really hard to not feel mixed up and dumb inside. It’s hard not to just want to drop out of life. And then you feel dumb because wasn’t this feeling supposed to go away in high school?
It’s been a rare thing to meet someone new who seems great and not find out some horrible shit about them. And it just makes you feel disheartened and like what’s the point of meeting anyone new anyway.
ESG (Emerald, Sapphire and Gold) are a band from the South Bronx, New York, U.S.. The band originally consisted of sisters Maria Scroggins (congas, vocals), Renee Scroggins (vocals), and Valerie Scroggins (drums), and friends David Miles (guitar) and Leroy Glover (bass). A later incarnation of the band consisted of Deborah Scroggins, Maria Scroggins (congas, vocals), Renee Scroggins (guitar, vocals), and Valerie Scroggins (drums). ESG have been influential in a wide range of musical genres, including hip hop, post punk, disco, and dance-punk.
Leave home. Miss home.
Getting extremely tired of reactionary white people forcing their opinions and perceptions of life on me. Even if you don’t realize it maybe saying/posting everything that comes to mind is boring, annoying and fucked up. There is so much space and so many words to say in this community, but your innate sense of entitlement to everything will always keep us on the outskirts. Always having to listen to bullshit. Lately I’ve been made to feel like I’m being to loud, feeling too much, getting too excited about things. Which is funny, because I don’t think I speak up enough sometimes or write about things that are important to me, like how growing between two worlds will always affect you or make you question your own sense of self/worth in a majority of spaces.
I AM NOT LIKE YOU. And I’m tired of internalizing the way you’d like me to be. Obviously this is not some blanket statement, but to specific people who enact this and those that don’t realize they do. Take a step and recognize that your privilege and lack of self analysis is choking us all.
Crabapple - He’s Not You (live at Rickshaw Stop)
camera by Screamqueens
truly we live in the digital age, this barely happened 6 hours ago
For the daytime crowd
This happened last night and was sorta nervewracking, but ultimately really amazing to play with 3 other bands full of people who I really care about and think are amazing. A buddy show even at a huge venue feels safe and great, which I don’t think I’ve felt in a long time. Also I’m stoked on new songs.
—-**THINK AND DIE THINKING 2014**—-
EACH DAY IS $7-$10 dollars
Thursday Jan 2nd 9pm - 1 am
PRE FEST WARM UP PARTY! @CAFE STRITCH (374 S 1st St San Jose, CA 95113
+ DJ’S SPINNING PUNK/INDIE/RIOTGRRRL/WHATEVER
Friday Jan 3rd 6 to midnight
@BILLY DEFRANK CENTER (938 The Alameda San Jose, CA 95126
The Root Beer Floats
Oxygen Facial (formerly Melting Wreck)
The Bedroom Witch
Saturday Jan 4th 3 to midnight
@BILLY DEFRANK CENTER
Las HIjas De La Chingada
Sunday Jan 5th 3 to midnight
@BILLY DEFRANK CENTER
Olivia Neutron John
The Albert Square
This or That
MORE ANNOUNCEMENTS SOON ABOUT : tables / workshops/side fest activities and more!
STILL LOOKING FOR FOLKS TO TABLE AND HOST WORKSHOPS
CURRENT WORKSHOPS INCLUDE:
HEALTH & WELLNESS
A DISCUSSION ON OTHERNESS
ART AND CRAFTS BY MICHAL KAMRAN
ZINES BY SAOIRSE & BREAD
CONTACT us — Thinkanddiethinking@gmail.com for more info and to book space at the fest. Tablers and Workshop coordinators get free admission to the fest.
Come hang out in January this will be the best start to your year ever! Intentional space all year. Best buds forever.
Modern Contempt - Warm Water Lens
New lifestyle vid by San Francisco’s premier beach mods, Modern Contempt (mod cons).